
My research for “Retreat” was pretty exhaustive, however one
thing you find researching a particular era is that all the references within
books and among the rest of the material (interviews, articles, documentaries
etc) only relate to then-contemporary or historic writing. So while it’s
natural that research will lead you further into the past, it’s harder to
discover more recent things which might be relevant to you.
In writing “The Garden” the case in point was the Cuban urban organic
growing revolution which happened in the early nineties with the collapse
of the Soviet Union, with its horto intensivos and Organopónicos.
It wasn’t that I missed it out of the book where it should have been included –
I mean, it wasn’t countercultural as such, but the phenomenon was so
fascinating within the context of “The Garden” that I had to double-take when I
first came across it. I’m sure all the countercultural growers and farmers I
interviewed would, in the nineties, have been incredibly excited about it. But
no one ever mentioned it to me!
So, there are things that one misses out… And this book “Zig
Zag Zen” first published in 2002, and then updated in 2015, was definitely
one of them. It looks at the interface between Buddhism and psychedelics, most
explicitly against the background of the counterculture. I read it with bated
breath, nervous that I was going to have missed something significant out of my
own history, and was genuinely relieved that I didn’t. I had read Rick Fields’
book “How
the Swans Came to the Lake” (1992) but Fields’ excellent and entertaining
article “A High History of Buddhism in America” is one of the neatest
historical summaries I’ve read of the confluence.
Trungpa.
Throughout the book, there are a lot of mentions of Chögyam
Trungpa which didn’t surprise me, but was nevertheless good to see. Someone I
hadn’t come across was Neem Karoli Baba’s student, the controversial Lama Surya Das. L.S.D,
geddit? If there’s one omission it would be him, but the beloved Bhagavan Das,
who I did discuss and interview, is a more significant character from the same
niche.
Besides Fields’, the other strong article was an interview
with Terence McKenna. McKenna is a magnetic personality and a very powerful
orator, but what I’ve read of his writing, “Food
of the Gods” (1999) is nonsense. Maybe because this article is a
transcribed interview with Allan Badiner (Zig Zag Zen’s compiler), and flows
with McKenna’s diction, it’s much more coherent.
What might be the most commonly acknowledged role of
psychedelics is as a waystation. Alan Watts puts it, “many of us who
have experimented with psychedelic chemicals have left them behind, like the
raft which you use to cross a river…” McKenna summarises his own position in
the interview that, “Psychedelics give people the power to overcome habitual
behaviours.” He wanted to see this combined with the compassion of Buddhism,
“Buddhism and psychedelics are together probably the best hope we have for an
antidote to egotism and materialism.”

I wrote “Retreat” in what was the summer of the psychedelic
renaissance. Michael Pollen’s book “How
to Change Your Mind” (2018), probably the high-watermark of the enthusiasm,
came out somewhere in the middle of my research. If you’ve read it, you will
know that my chunky little book pulls no punches in what is a brutal depiction
of the aftermath of psychedelics in the sixties. The book could not have been
much more negative about psychedelics, and especially the power-play around it.
I remember the distaste with which this presentation
“Psilocybin & LSD: Lessons from the Counterculture” was received the first
time I gave it to the Psychedelic Society. And at least two people who I had
approached with “Retreat”, who I now notice are contributors to “Zig Zag Zen”,
went from initial interest in “Retreat” to frostiness and anger upon reading
it.
However, and I take no pleasure in this, in the five years
since the book came out in 2020, when I haven’t been much preoccupied by
psychedelics, there have been a depressing litany of abuse and scandals
associated with them. There’s been a lot of coverage of this, and I don’t feel
like adding to the censure, so google it if you are curious. The major
culminating event might have been the FDA
rejecting MAPS bid to legitimise MDMA-assisted therapy.
In retrospect, what’s cool about “Zig Zag Zen” is the
surprisingly open platform it gives to a lot of psychedelic sceptics. There is
an extensive refutation of the drugs’ importance in an interview with Esalen’s
Michael Murphy (who is chaperoned by his friend George Leonard), and a very
powerful essay by recovering marijuana addict China Galland, in which she
concludes as she avoids an ayahuasca ceremony, “I did not go to the jungle.” My
favourite essay, however, is by Zen Buddhist Brad
Warner, who I have only
just discovered, and, a fellow nerd, am greatly appreciating.
In “Retreat” I took the angle that it was the process of the
subject’s descent from the etheric heights that mattered; what Jack Kornfield
describes as “the
laundry.” This grounding, or alignment, in the process of descent
constitutes the real “learning”. These lessons are not impossible, but harder,
to glean from the quick comedown of psychedelics. Whether more likely to be
grasped coming down from the spiritual high, or harder to learn from the
psychedelic experience, this lesson might be described as a more-willing
readiness to accept existence for what it is – with less compulsion, even, to
go clambering up further mountains: “I have seen the peaks, thank you. There is
a great deal which needs accomplishing in the valley.”
…unlike the tourist who will
comfortably get back into the cabin and be delivered again to the valley, for
the mountaineer (like Jung for instance) the return journey is fraught. Gone is
the adrenaline that swept him to the summit, his rations are exhausted, the sun
has begun to set, and the weather has closed in. It is raining. He may have
figured out the path to the top slowly over a long period of time from the
comfort of the valley, possibly even trying a number of routes before finally
reaching the peak. To avoid becoming a statistic, the mountaineer will need to
rally all their human resources to find their way down in the dark alive.
Me “Retreat” p 105.
What I didn’t know writing that passage was that a study in
2017, by Dr Martin Faulhaber at the University of Innsbruck of mountain
climbing in the Austrian Alps, revealed that the most common cause of accident
when climbing is falling, and that 75% of falls happen on the descent.
Just like I did, Brad Warner used the same analogy of the
trip being like a helicopter ride to the top of the mountain. But his angle is
slightly different. He says:
To a mountain climber, the goal
is not the moment of sitting on top enjoying the view. That’s just one small
part of the experience. It may not even be the best part. To a mountain
climber, every view, from every point on the mountain is significant and wonderful.
People who think that the pinnacle of the experience is that moment of being
right on the tippy-top, don’t understand the experience at all.
Brad Warner “Zig Zag Zen”
p182.
Brad’s big takeaway is that what Buddhist practice is about:
“Learning to wake up by yourself.” He argues that you can’t just take
“medicine” to achieve that.